"When The Third Becomes The Worse"

Time indeed is flying too fast. And, i'm finding hard to catch up with it.... I was asking myself "Did I make the most out of this time? Most especially, that I have only one quarter left to stay in high school..."

... And after a lot of self evaluation, and not to metion, of what my grades had to say...that big question is finally answered... It's a Big big NO... Except for being frequently out in the classroom for extra activities, I realized that i was not giving the best in my studies... That I was just taking everything for granted. An example was our quarter's project for TLE, the web design.. I thought of making a web design as the hardest thing to do in the entire course of the TLE sub... Not only that it requires a lot of mad creativity, it also needs some great patience to finish the project. I was even thinking of giving but the good thing was, Ferdie's determined to finish the project(YES to Ferdinand!!!) This guy's always up for accomplishing every project our teachers give to him at the shortest possible time... I'm glad that all I had to do was to add some complements to the work. And another thing was the intensive, hyper, brain damaging review for the Regional Science Quest... Ma'am Alegre really knows how to ground and pound a brain. But, after that, she builds back our minds with a new flame... It paid of because me and Camille landed the top spots in the competition. I guess that after all, this one has been the most rewarding that ever happened during this quarter, even though i was not able to pay attention to my other subjects...

With a lot of experiences and lessons learned, i think I won't have any reasons not to do good when the next quarter comes... I'm making it a point, that in every single second of my fourth and definitely last period in high school, I'm going to make it great, worthy and memorable... :) :') :_)

My Dream, My Future

Whenever I stare at the big, blue subtle sky above, I wonder about the things that are in store for me in the near future. Questions like, "Will i ever get a job? A family of my own? A car?" run into my mind. I am in a constant dream of having my own children and wanted them to grow in a world that is somehow much more improved than what we are living in today...

I know that God is in total cotrol of my future, He already had a perfect outline of my life from the time that i was not yet even conceived. But I am just like any mere being; I have my own dreams too! In the next ten years maybe, I'd like to see me as a man donned in a medical suit and uses his skill to heal and reach out to the people in need. I dream to have a wife that works for the country. In that way I think, our jobs will complement well and sustain our family's basic needs. I desire of having my own kids... I wanted to rear them the best way I know and train them up the way just how my parents did to me. I wanted to see a "changed" country, free of all the corruptions and conflicts; leaders will be settling any arguements quickly. I wanted that scientists will finally find a cure to revive this limping environment... In this way, my children, and my childrens' children will be living a good life that is far better than we have today...

I am not merely dreaming for these things, but I am fervently praying for them. Because, no matter how long or how much effort i give to make these dreams come true, they will be useless. That is, if God would not give His consent...

Change: It Starts With Me

Stains in morality and environment in the country has now become a mainstream in every media i see. It had become so grave that every unit of government started making reforms and tools of change to save the world from being 'stained' all through out. And, I am often fascinated about this change-making programs. "I wanted to be a part of them" i tought. But, in every programs i see, it's always understated that starting the change within me is the key to reform and revive this nation that seems to be losing hope.

I'm still but a senior student, i know i couldn't match a professionals ability to formulate tools and resolution to turn this country track a brighter way. But, one thing i know can help me reach the goal of a big CHANGE is to STUDY DILIGENTLY and PERSISTENTLY. I believe that doing so can someday make me a huge huge contributor to the change that all of us are so eager to see. I have also joined a lot of leadership seminars and competitions. And these served as a big Big BIG HELP in realizing and defining my plans for the BIG CHANGE. I will re - echo the principles i've learned from these forums to my friends and those who has the spirit of creating beneficial transformation in our country. I'd try my best to be an example of a true leader and a person that had first made the change within him before making a change in his country.

I am quite certain that everybody else would plan to do something for the environment, like planting more trees and setting up rules for proper waste management. But, I will stick to my idea that - with the responsibilities my school has given me - i will do my studies the best i could. That is my CHANGE.

I See CHRISTMAS!!!

The expressions on the people's faces around me never seemed this bright. It seemed to be so jolly and there are no traces of being dull. I tried to read what it, and it's something that tells me of a time that they have so longed for.... and now that time has come! Oh yeah. the message is now clear to me, it's Christmas! The Seasons of joy has come yet, again!!!

After all the tragedies our country had endured, I never thought how we managed to give the world a hopeful smile still. Christmas has that magic i suppose, that every people during this Season grow in their hearts an amazing joy. And, for the 14 Christmas seasons I had, that magic had not spared me. (I have enjoyed all of my Christmas seasons!!!) I always liked how the children sing their christmas carols though annoyed a bit by their missing lyrics, but listening to them is such a great... FUN! :P And, I am like the most excited person in the world whenever my cousins come to our province on Christmas; I was certain that they have brought gifts waiting for us. :D

But, among the reasons why I enjoyed celebrating Christmas is that I'm always reminded of God's ultimate love when He gave His Son and open the Heaven's gate for us. It always feels like, I have that assurance of having God beside me, guiding me in each step I take in this world. And, I think remembering this LOVE is the THING about Christmas.

And so things are now clear indeed, Christmas has come, yet I know that soon it will pass away again. But, I'll try not to let go of the Christmas Season even if time tries to shake it off from my heart. I'll keep the Christmas spirit and spread it to the people smiling around me. And, in that way, maybe and I hope so.... Christmas Day can be Everyday!!!

I Will Miss November!

"I don't wanna miss a thing!...." This would seem to be a perfect theme song for my November. And if you are intersted why (hope you are :] ) let me tell you through this post...
I have to leave our classroom so often. I have missed a lot of assignments, projects, lessons and PEOPLE ;) I cannot certainly bring those classes back, even though I wanted it so bad. But, missing these things did not become a reason to spend my November with a lonely heart, I absolutely enjoyed the month just as how I enjoyed the song!

I went to sooo many competitions this month. Some of them were of Science, TLE and general info. These things caused me to leave the classroom so frequently. But, hey nobody can tell that it's not worth missing a class; I always managed to secure in all these contests a top and definitely an elusive spot.

Aside of all these success though, someone very special to us had left our school. This so far, could be the biggest MISS in our high school life. Our Ma'am Jo-c retired from teaching. Of the five fruitful months that we had, we have enjoyed her care, affection and if we could only bring her back to school we would, by all means. Because we can't help but miss her humor, her talent and the way she teaches that darn math. (And, darn she makes the subject look so easy (: )

But, behind all of these misses, there's one thing that I hadn't missed... for sure; it's the experience. I realized that these experiences were the real kind of lesson. And these lessons that i gained sounded so synonymuously with the Values Month Theme, "Pagpapatibay ng Pagkataong Pilipino: Tugon sa hamon ng Panahon. Indeed these experiences gave me much of mental and physical strengthening. It taught me how to react more effectively when things go tricky. November made me a more mature person.

November '09 might have passed, but the memories we shared shall never fade in my mind away. And, I am so looking forward for the next one, with more twists and turns perhaps, in my college life. =)

A Stormy Quarter

Ondoy, Pepeng, Ramil, Santi... you name them all. This quarter has been full of storms. Some of them may have caused little harm to us but some have also caused lots of distractions and confusions to our school-day schedules. Although honestly we enjoyed the long vacation, it didn't keep us away from the hard-hitting adjustments we made for this quarter.

As the storm surged its way through our school's schedules, school works also swept down like a hurricane in a signal no. 5 fashion. Projects and I.P's. rampaged through; activities came strangled and thundering, making me trapped in a menace of decisions and assignments showered us down every night. The Second Grading Period Storm outmatched the Tropical Storms itself; as if Pacquiao raining Cotto with his fists. The school requirements for this quarter was purely intense. We had to burn our midnight oil, raise our electric bills for the lights we use I should say. I had to put down the luxury of sitting in front of the television, I had to get my eyes peeled on the computer monitor for hours instead. This grading was quite harsh indeed. But, at least in this point of time I have seen a little light of diligence in me although it's in a "cram" manner. And, this quarter called me for a better, improved performance for the next one.

Over-all, hard and rocking as the Second Period may be, it was for me, still quite a fun ride. But upon evaluating this period, I have to raise some boards up and higher. And in order to reach my marks, I must be disciplined. Manage my time well and finish my tasks before the deadline without compromise. And, I do hope... that there will be no more rains on my next quarter ride.

"SUPER TEACHERS"

Ordinary people for some's eyes.

Terror Mentors for the closed minds.

But looking deeper, I see something nice.

Something, that saves our day and our LIVES =)

They are our TEACHERS !

Who feed us with lot'sa knowledge everyday.

And guide us through our problems all the way.

Oh yes, we owe them more than a wage!

More than the lessons they teach us.

They do more, Heroic deeds and acts.

More than the help they give.

They give all without minding what to receive.

What could we do to repay their sacrifice?

Studying at your best may count once or twice.

Giving apples, letters and balloons is a nice thing to do .

But better succeed in life 'cause your success is their's too!!!